susah nye.. =.="

Assalamualaikum Wbt..


since we are far away, as u promise me that u will be honest to me and me will honest to u.
until then we will happy.
actually not okay la kan.. huhu..
still i miss u everyday, i wish u came here to see me.. eemm.. dreaming la kan..
it is  hard for me and u also..
 i wish i can be strong like u.. but i am not too strong actually..
i sad when i say opposite but actually the meaning is different.
it is hard for me to motivate myself with something that very hard to achieve..
very hard..
but for now i still okay to advise myself to be positive..
and said it is okay la.. day to days still the same word i said to myself..
emm..
what i want from you, it is so difficult to me get kan..
sedih sangat... =.='